Deep thinking.

There are nights when i can fall asleep once i lie on my bed,
but there are also nights, no matter how hard i tried to
get myself to sleep, my eyes just keep opening,
looking right at my ceiling.

its when i know i am thinking alot,
tons of stuffs, flashes through my mind,
it doesnt matter whether they bring happiness,
or reminds me of sadness.




i used to believe i can be strong,
but somehow, i cant.
i always put on a strong front,
but deep down, i am feeling bad,
feeling so bad to the point of breaking down.



in such moments,
i need friends to spare me their HUGS.
and there's nothing more i can asked for.






sweet dreams,
i shall stop myself from thinking.



GOODNIGHTS((((((((((((: